kaitlyngrace

SO. i've been feeling much better lately, but i've still been pretty busy. i work 6-7 days a week now, so my time for photography is limited. i've had alot of changes in my life the past little while, mostly mental.. as in me feeling alot better about myself and my decisions. i recently had a conversation with a woman that has completely changed my outlook on life... she was a client of mine and definitely made an impact on my life. hearing her story was one of the most amazing and emotional experiences i've had, even though i couldn't quite show it at the time. i really hope that she'll return, so i can tell her how much talking to her mea

lately i've been feeling pretty shitty about my photography. i've been to some absolutely amazing places, but i cannot seem to work myself into a 'zone' like i used to. it was annoying as hell for anyone with me, i would just zone in on one object or room or person or... whatever, and just take hundreds of photos of it until i was satisfied, until i KNEW i had a good shot. now i'll be lucky if i squeeze out 100 shots at a ridiculously huge abandoned house. i've found three places lately that should have made me step up my game, that should have produced some really amazing shots, and i all i got was mediocre at best. not even editing them

i can't help but feel that i am waiting for something. i'm just not sure what in the world it is. i feel like i'm running out of patience.. but i'm not even sure why i should have some in the first place. i'm getting very tired of mangled sleep patterns. i'm getting tired of not having anyone to talk to. i feel like i'm being pulled in 3 different directions, with no clue as to what's even pulling me. i'm going through a confusing time. i've been thinking too much, talking too little and writing too sporadically. i've made changes in my appearance that i would never have had the guts to do before, but now i feel like i'm worse off wit